When my anonymous friend came to me, and we've been talking a lot about these subjects (both as they relate to the NFL at large and to our supposed "President"). My friend gave me the wonderful idea to suspend most of what turned out to be a very busy week on the blog to make this the sole subject of the week, to expose this Orange Oompa-Loompa as a racist motherfucker who is stirring the pot of violence against any race, color, creed, sexual orientation, economic class, or anything else he and his White Male Christian Pussygrabbers are not!
So, first and foremost, DONALD TRUMP CAN KISS MY WHITE, MALE, CHRISTIAN ASS.
Thank you, Keith. So perfect."My people" = Me.— Keith Olbermann (@KeithOlbermann) October 1, 2017
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I have decreasing reasons to stay sane, out of trouble, and out of jail or prison these days. The main one is a friend of mine I caretake for who is suffering from PTSD, CTE, and numerous other maladies. On top of this, my friend is in the crosshairs of many of Trump's policies AND supporters. Hence, sleep has become a real further issue for my friend (and I've now picked up the insomnia too!!!) -- and I have to spend 3 hours a night in a "sanity break" to help my friend, as I have had to become my friend's caretaker on a more pronounced basis than normal.
This FUCKING BASTARD needs to get off his golf cart and stop the effective slaughter of Puerto Rico.
This FUCKING BASTARD needs to get off the KFC and the like and understand that there is a Constitution and a concept of HUMAN FUCKING RIGHTS.
This FUCKING BASTARD needs to get that these NFL players (and players in other sports) ARE, factually, role models to many in America (even for those in America that can keep things in proper perspective!), and that their speaking up to protect themselves and many around them is a Constitutional situation that represents them saying "We will not be victims."
We are headed for a violent situation. This NFL situation is not going to end cleanly. It cannot.
We now have an increasing amount of not only viewers, but businesses, who are now heading to that fascist land of "YOU WILL RESPECT THE COUNTRY OUR WAY OR PAY!!!"
Many of these players are damaged goods to begin with -- many of their bodies and minds mangled beyond all semblance of recognition. And the fact that many of these "disposables" are Black (and many, either as a result or otherwise, undesirable) just gives a racist element that is boiling over in this country the means to want to be violent.
And why do they want to do this and pursue negative ends to bring this country to the negative view of THEIR America??
Well, speaking of role models (and far less importantly in general to the real problems of this nation)...
I am asked by many Internet trolls and others, over the course of nearly 20 years, why in the Hell would I hurt this woman...
Slag me.
Kick my ass.
Do what you need to do.
But there are a lot of people who I could've hurt even far worse if not for my role model. That leggy force of nature named Debbie Gibson. That woman kept a monster from coming out of me three times: Once in my first college in 1989 (up to and including Title IX actions), once to get me to graduate a degree after getting in similar trouble in a second Wisconsin college in 1992, and then protecting she herself in 1998 (with many of those concerns wiped as irrelevant in 2005).
And if you don't see why she's a force of nature within fifteen seconds of the attached video, I cannot convince you.
I can also convince you why I got in all sorts of trouble. There's a lot of talk of fantasy vs. reality. Well, the fantasy is certainly still there! But any appropriate conduct, or even attempt of same, on my part, came with a heaping dose of reality still attached. Unfortunately, that came with an increasing amount of speculation, eventually proven effectively correct (self-fulfilling or otherwise, and there was more than a bit of eventual justification from the aforementioned incidents I had in my real life!).
But she was voted off that show on the basis of that night's competition, placing almost DFL.
Why? Because this country (and I'll take this either as an actual after-effect of the votes -- because I think it does relate to how our country operates -- or the producers) wants to give more credit to the connected and well-liked rather than those who are right.
This woman has had to deal with not only Lyme Disease and it's continuing lingering after-effects (which is one of the reasons I think this was far larger than a competition for her and the early elimination a continued slap to her face and to her efforts -- a contention people will find creepy from my past actions!), but she's also, among other things, had to break her body in half and take dangerous measures to ensure another performance in an eight-show-a-week schedule back in the day, with effects I saw with my own two eyes.
And I hurt that woman. My role model, and probably the only reason I'm sitting here today with a sports-conspiracy blog. For her being my role model, there is still a place in my heart for her. But in that and for the criminal act, I continue to stay away -- and not for any semblance of law (the orders on all that ended over 15 years ago -- they were not permanent (in many cases, they are)!).
So why have I taken this indulgence (other than the fact I'm pissed off she's off that competition and I feel her discovery half-finished (she would definitely say otherwise -- but I'm pissed she always seems to have to say "the right thing" at times like this...))?
Because if I read it once, I read it 100 times... She was basically being told by a lot of people I read on the subject to shut the fuck up about her Lyme Disease.
And now we've moved on to the Great Point And Laugh at another contestant -- same show -- lady has a medical condition that made her fluctuate 80 pounds (she still looks quite good in a dance dress, thank you very much and shut the fuck up!).
Just like these footballers should shut up and get their asses kicked by the police when (and we all know, for many of them with the CTE, it IS "when") they act out.
Just like many of us who believe that our President needs to get off the golf course and prevent THREE MILLION PEOPLE from being exterminated by the hurricane for the crime of not being
Just like many of us who believe that our President needs to shut the fuck up about people protesting the Anthem because it really isn't their damn America in the first place (even as rich people given many perks because they are Football Man)....
This is NOT my America. Those troops they purportedly say fought for my freedom DIDN'T, due to that we were not fighting the real enemy.
I AM White. I AM Christian. I AM straight. I am NOT connected, I don't suck dick very well, and I have a few too many damned opinions.
It's NOT my best friend's America, and my best friend is broken in half over it. And I don't even think it's Debbie's America... Because, even given this opportunity, America doesn't want anything but docile servants for the rich, powerful, and connected -- as long as you suck dick when you're commanded (in whatever metaphor that comes as).
This is no longer even Tiger Woods' America. After finally admitting that his back probably will no longer permit a professional golf career, some idiot Internet commenter told him to suck it up -- after back surgery #4 -- SPINAL FUSION Back Surgery Number Four.
AND I'M SICK OF ALL OF IT!
And this attitude is led by God-Emperor Oompa-Loompa Pussygrabber I who wants "Great anger." from the Honkies and the Crackers against the rest of us. There was a reason I posted, on Trump's election, that I didn't think I'd make it through 2017.
There's three months left. What I say here might actually get people started. If that's the case, let me assure you: She's the LAST person who needs to worry about me unless she does find it in her heart. That's her choice, as it always has been and will continue to be. I do have to trick my mind otherwise, but I recognize that as a trick I have to do to cope day to day sometimes. I love her anyway, and I will stay away from her as a result -- unless she finds it in her heart (which I do not expect).
I have real-life work here to caretake for someone, and that work will continue.
And why do I have to so cope? "Me me me me me me me me me me me me me...", just like Olbermann said. And that's true for many Black football players who might get run out of the NFL at the rate things are going!
Mornings I end up frozen in place 20 minutes just to take the last steps to go to bed because of one injustice or another -- far beyond the usual purview of this blog! Nights I am sometimes not asleep until 5 or so AM because of those "freezes".
I do openly wonder when the day comes we either "respect properly" or go to jail or worse.
You won't hear from me for very long afterward.
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